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slh ak ke klu 3x ak bcnta, 2 dripdanyer ak yg ptuskan hbgan ktaorg???please,try 2 understnd da situation first...

1) first luv but ak anggap ianya lebih kpda 'monkey luv' (cnta monyet) or tuk mnggmbrkan lg pcntaan ktaorg msa tu lbh kpada 'cinta kera' jerr la....ak bcnta ngan 'dia' msa tu 'dier' 2 thun tua dri ak,ykni ak form 3,n dier form 5 (15thun da bcnta,gilerr ar ak pom xcya bla pk2 blik)..si dia tu stu kg ngan ak tp sblom bcnta ngan dier ak xpnah pom tau kwujudan dia kt kg ak 2.bkan sbb aper pom,tp ak ni jnis yg xska kuar rumah tnpa sbb..klu xder keje mmg umah la syurga bg ak,so mmg bbdak laki kt kg ak ni xrmai yg ak knal..klu ader yg knal pom bbdak sek rendh cz abah ak ni bwak van bbdak sekolah,so mmg tiap2 ari ak dk tgk mka bbdak kecik tu je la...nk djdikan cter,stu ari 2 kmi skeluarga bt mjlis tahlil arwah nenek ak,so si dier dtg skli ngan mmber dier kt umah ak (kiranyer meramaikn lg la org yg dtang ari tu)..bape ari lpas 2 mk dier bgtaw mk ak yg si dia dk mrsik khbar psal ak (rsik khbar jer bknyer mjlis merisik k...)..dia luahkn prsaan kt ak mlalui org tgah ykni mmber laki yg skelas ngan ak..then,ktaorg couple lpas 2..dkat 3blan msih OK but lpas 2 pham2 sdri la yer..knflik mula bla ak rsa ktaorg ni lngsung xserasi,n yg pling ak xpuas hti adlah blamana si dier ni penakut sgt..korg byangknlah,wktu hari ryer dier bleyy pegi rata2 umah mmber pmpuan dia tp smpai hbis ryer lngsung xjejak kaki kt umah ak (so,slah ak ke klu ak tduh si dia tu penakut??)..mk abah ak sporting ngan org yg pndai brbudi bhasa ngan diaorg jerr,so mna la mk abh ak nk restu hbgan ktaorg ni klu stkat nk knjung-mngunjungi msa hri ryer pom 'dia' xbrni dtg??ktaorg ptus,smbung,ptus lg,smbung lg,n lst2 ak bgtaw dia yg ktaorg ni eloknyer bkwan jerr la..ak pom mlas nk pk byak2 lg bnda yg memeningkan kpala nee....

2) second luv...ak bcnta ngan plajar terbaik sek msa PMR ngan SPM,si dia OK but ak xrsa hbgan ktaorg bleh pegi jauh cz besa ar pljar cmrlang n trblang kn mna la amek berat sgt hal ehwal cintan cintun neee...lgpom kngkwan yg sekelas ngan dier (mmber2 pompuan yg sgt ska mnyibuk ) terng-trngan tunjk yg diaorg xska ngan ak cz sblom ak declare ngan si dier,diaorg ni kra da bt pjnjian la xkan ader kksih msa thun exam..so bla ak hdir je dlam hdup si dia,kra pjnjian 2 da xleh pkai la..ak sbnrnyer xkesah sgt pom klu diaorg bgtaw ak scra jujur yg diaorg xnk ak truskan hbgan ngan si dier tu tp mslhnyer (kra prob bsar gak ar mcm mslah ngara jer gyanyer ) diaorg mngumpat n ktuk ak blkg..ak dpat tau pom bla rum8 ak kt asrma bgtaw cz rum8 ak tu sklas ngan si dier,so dier pom dgr la khbar angin yg hot n spicy tu...ak trsinggung n jgan sesekali bt nurizzati ni trsa cz smpai bla2 pom ak xkan lpakan 'org2' yg pndang rndah pd ak 2..lgpom ak ader darah syed n syarifah (kluarga belah mak ak syarifah n syed),so kra 'org2' tu trkna tulah la agknyer,ak ckap gni sbb sorg pom xder diantra'org2' tu yg bjya ke mtrikulasi lpas dpat result SPM (yer la kn,org xbcnta msa thun exam tu musti kuciwa cz sia2 jer pjnjian xdiiktiraf tu..)..n nk djdikan cter mmg kna tulah btol kot,si dia tu pom xdpat msuk mtrx cz sbjek trkndas ngan sbjek BI,kra sbjek len tu sumer cmrlang tp xdterima cz BI pnyer result.

3)third luv,ak bhagia n heppy but da prob is ak da jd anak derhaka yg slalu blakgkan mak abah bla bcnta ngan si dia sdgkn sblom knal ngan dia ak ni bleh dktegorikn sbgai ank yg plg dgr kata mk abh..ak knal dia msa keje smtra tunggu rsult SPM, ak keje kt penang n stu tmpat keje ngan dia la kranyer..ak ska n syang dia cz dia pom tunjk yg dier amek brat dkat ak ni..msa ak skit,dier yg blikn ubt tuk ak..msa ak kna mrah ngan supervisor kt tmpt keje 2 smapi nangis2 sumer dia la yg ckap kt spervsor 2 suh mtk maaf ngan ak (cz dier ngan spervsor kmi tu kwan baik) n tgur elok2..bla abg dier (stu tmpt keje ngan ktaorg) bgtaw yg xkan trma ak dlm fmily diaorg, si dier snggup bgduh smata2 krna nk pthnkan ak dpan abg dier..n tq vry much 4 that cz wlaupn ak xtau ape slah ak smpaikn abg dier xska kt ak tp si dier snggup bt mcm 2 dmi ak..tp sbb kes 2 ak ngan dier hmpir2 ptus cz ak rsa mcm ak ni perosak hbgan diaorg adk brdik jerr tp dia pjuk ak spya truskn hbgan ktaorg mcm besa n juz bt tatau jer kt abg dier tu (jhat sgt ke ak ni??)...tp mcm yg ak bgtaw td,bcnta ngan si dia jdikn ak seorg yg blkgkn mk abh,evrything yg ak bt n mna ajer ak pegi ak bgtaw si dier tp tdak dkat mk abh ak...ak rsa bdosa sgt msa tu n hbgan ktaorg mula retak bla ak bjya ke mtrikulsi n dia seolah2 cba kwal hdup ak,trlmpau prejudis n cmburu buta mnyebbkan ak mula xthan n akhirnyer ktaorg ptus wlaupn ssah gler nk slow talk nk mtak ptus ngan dier msa tu..tp antra ketiga2 cter cnta ak ni,ak syang lg yg ketiga tuu n sbb tu ktaorg msih lg jd kwan smpai skrg nee...

so..lpas da bca ni korg rsa ak ke yg bslah bla mtak ptus ngan diaorg???korg pk la sdri ekk...ak xcri seorg yg brni nyatakan prsaan dpan org rmai tp skurg2nyer brni bhdapan ngan mk abh ak pom da ckup...ak jgk xcri seorg yg ppopular or whtever, tp ckup la klu org tu ader pndirian sdri n hdup dia xdkwal oleh mmber2 dier...ak xcri seorg yg trafnyer sma or lbih tinngi dri ak,tp ckup la asl ak bleyy trma dier n dier trma ak seadanyer....bnda pling pnting msa bcnta adlah PERCAya,jujur,n also restu dripda mk abh la yg pling pnting....renungkanlah..

..LOVE STORY..

we were bOth YOUNg when i first saw u..

i cLose My eYEs n the flasHBack start,i'm stnding there...on a blcony in summer air

see the light,see the party, the ball gown..

see u make a way through the crowd n say hello..

little did i know..

that u were RoMeo,u were throwing pebbles

and my daddy said stay awy from Juliet,

n i was crying on the staircase begging u please dont'go....

and i said RoMEo take me smewhere we can be alone..

i'll be waiting,all there's left to do is run,

you'll be the prince n i'll be the princess..

it's a luv stOry BABY JuZ say yes.....

so i sneak out to the grden to see u,

we keep quite cause we're dead if they knew,so close ur eyes,

escape this town for a little while..

cause u were RoMEO,i was a scarlett letter

and my daddy said stay away from JulIEt,

but u were evrything to me,i was begging u please don't go....... and i said,

RoMEo take me smwhere we can be alone,

i'll be waiting,all there's left to do is run,

you'll be the prince n i'll be the princess'

it's a luv stOry baby just say yes,

RoMeo save me,they trying to tell me how to feel,

this luv is difficult,but its real,don't me afraid,we'll make it out of this mess,

its A luv StORy baby juz say yes...ohh..ohh...

i got tired of waiting..wndering if u ever coming around,

my faith in u was fading when i met u on the outskirts of town,

n i said..

Romeo save me,i've been feeling so alone,

i keep waiting 4 u but u never come,

is this n my head,i don't know what to think,

he knelt to the ground and pull out a ring and said..

marry me JulIEt,u'll never hve to be alone'

i lUv u n that's all i really know,

i tAlked to ur dad,u'll pick out a white dress.

it's a luv story baby just say yes....

ohh...ohh..ohh..ohh..

we were both young when i first saw u...............................................